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8:50 p.m. - 11/26/03 I suppose I could start writing shorter ones. Still bad. Still here. Still working. Still. ...Sometimes, reading someone's ring list is enough to make me want to throw all the recovery-rallying work I do away. Forget it. All you think you are is an eating disorder; forget it. You want to get better, but you aren't going to work, so forget it. I'm jumping around. I already said all that's happened and most of how I've felt. Everything I feel for which I've words. The rest I keep between the lines, and honestly, I don't think there's space enough this time... I want a layout that knows me, and that's a tall order, considering I barely know myself. � � |