8:00 p.m. - 04/01/02
i don't know what you saw ://: I want somebody who sees me.
It went poorly, mostly in that it didn't go well. It didn't resolve every conflict I've ever had with a person and make me feel an impenetrable amount of self-confidence. It brought up several other experiences, and it made me doubt myself about 70% more than I did before I left, but it didn't exactly turn my life around for the better.
I think the inanimate set of stationery and stickers I bought at K-mart yesterday understands me better than she does. And I don't care, or at the very least, I don't want to, and I will put effort into making that a reality.
On the way home I looked into the sky and wished with my whole aching head that the next One will be better. And then I realized that the star in the murky turquoise sky was actually an airplane, and I turned up the Dar Williams music and let the expletives dance around in my mind.
That hard-hearted harbinger of haggis.
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