9:30 p.m. - 06/20/02
everybody's [going to leave] me.
I think I have paranoia issues. A few minutes ago, I eavesdropped on my parents because I was convinced they were in the kitchen discussing how paranoid I was.
They weren't.
Someone in Neverland was murdered today, and I'm terrified that it's someone I know. Specifically, my head is convincing me it's Chas. this is not something I can deal with; the possibility is barely something I can deal with- the reality would send me off the edge.
I need a miracle post-haste. Please, God.
chord
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