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2:55 p.m. - 03/03/02
say the coast is clear...
ooh, irony:

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what is it about dieticians that even the good ones can make my heart fall through my feet when their name is in my inbox? I've gotten so much better about my mail-phobia (or maybe I just get less mail) but Tammy still makes my stomach feel like it's tied in one of those really complex sailor knots, and I still can't bring myself to open the mail from her.

probable cause: we *did* get our mini-blizzard yesterday, and neither of the appointments occurred; so not only is she responding to a ramble I sent her about whether or not I was restricting when I lost those three pounds, she might be responding to me missing the appt, and things are just infinitely worse when you can't predict them.

I think I'm the antithesis of a surprise party girl.

topic #2: is it bad if you enjoy reading books about death? not death-death but rather the spiffy, raven-haired, ankh-wearing, bubbly Neil Gaiman Death? I read through "Time of Your Life" and "The High Cost of Living" and I just felt *better.* honestly uplifted. she's just so much better to imagine than the grisly little void I've envisioned these past few months. yeay to her.

I was going to entertain her brother for awhile, but Morpheus just isn't so happy-go-lucky as his sis. and I really want that sort of dark realist optimism...I might still do it, though. my "books I own but haven't read yet" collection has dwindled considerably, and it is definitely a hole-up-in-your-room-and-read day (the parents are restless)...besides, it's not like Gaiman's a chore to read...

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topic#1: (reprise) I'm going to go read those e-mails before I pass out from fear.

one moment.

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Tammy is the best dietician in the known universe. I am a silly little girl who thinks too much.

*relief*
chord

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