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9:30 a.m. - 06/16/02
./every answer feels wrong./
This is basically the world's longest survey, and it's not very interesting. I started it last night and am still working on it this morning. So here goes.

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I figure as long as I'm saying things that don't mattter, I might as well fill out a survey. I'm a survey addict, in case you've managed to keep from noticing.

I got this from her.

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Have you ever...

Been in love? yes

Been kissed? yes, but not 'romantically'

Been on stage? several million wonderful times

Been unfaithful? in my own life, yes

Broken a bone? broke my arm on a ukelehle, I did

Broken the law? I don't think so

Called 911? not yet ::knocks wood::

Called a 900 #? thankfully no

Cheated on a test? not during a sane moment, but it seems like I might have

Cried over a guy/girl? um, what else is there to cry over?

Done something you regret now? less and less- I regret my decisions less and less

Drank alcohol? yes, but not in large amounts and not recently

Dumped someone else? not maliciously- but maybe? weird to "maybe" have when I've never dated

Eaten an entire box of Oreos? close

Gone an extended period of time without shaving? yeppers

Gotten a ticket for speeding? how about "driven?" no

Gotten in a car accident? yes - driving with my mom is *bad*

Had a medical emergency? ...yeah

Hiked a mountain? a foam one

Lied? "no" <--yes

Lost respect for someone? yes

Lost someone you loved? yes

Made homemade fudge? no, but I've eaten it

Moved? yes

Peed in your pants? hmm...no?

Played strip poker? no

Ran away from home? yes, but not very far

Seen the Eiffel Tower? no, but I'm supposedly "Maris from Paris" and I'd like to

Skinny dipped? no

Snuck out? not from home- there'd be nowhere to go

Stolen? not consciously from an institution (how's that for evasive?)

Watched "Punky Brewster"? *of course*

Witnessed a crime? road-related, yes

Do you believe in...

Aliens? not the little green men with the antennae, but yes

Ghosts? yes

God? yes, but not like this means

Heaven? sort of

Hell? only when I'm scared that I'm going there

Horoscopes? why not?

Love at first sight? ih

Luck? certainly

Yourself? occasionally

About the opposite sex:

Hair~curly or straight? I've seen both

Hair~long or short? depends how often they cut it

Honestly, what do you notice first? depends on the person

Must-have personality trait: compassion, integrity

Thing you love most about 'em? depends

Thing you hate about them? manipulation, disrespect

What kind of things do you find romantic? in-the-moment stuff that wouldn't make sense here; random acts of kindness thrill me

When was the last time you...

Ate? a few hours ago

Cried? yesterday

Got a real letter? a few days ago

Took a shower? today

Watched Bambi? a long long time ago

What is (or something like that)...

A good age to get married? for me? never

A rollercoaster? hell in a mechanical handbasket

Your bedroom like? it's a weirdly shaped loft

The best thing that happened to you today? I IMed with Lindsey and got an e-mail from Heather

Your biggest accomplishment? getting my life back

Your biggest fear? losing someone

Classical? yes? what about it?

Bill Clinton? was the president before Bush

Country? is the opposite of city

Your family like? an SNL sketch that's only funny for so long

Your favorite thing for breakfast? I adore pancakes- actually, I would like some pancakes now

Your favorite thing for lunch? I like pasta

Your favorite thing for dinner? I still like pasta

Your good luck charm? an angel necklace from Silje, among others

Hanson? weren't they a fad in the late 90s?

Your height? 5'2"

The most embarrassing CD in your collection? the Touched By An Angel soundtrack

Your most humiliating moment? I don't want to go down that track in my head...how about the day they count up how many of these I've filled out?

Your most prized & important possessions? the letters, cards, and memories I have

Oldies? are okay as long as I control when we switch back to my music

Premarital sex? sex before marriage

Your proudest moment? at RED when I realized I was really getting better

Rap? is scary but do-able

Religion? is scary but can be good

The worst song you've ever heard? I really hate the thong song

Who...

Are you thinking about? me

Do you admire the most? there are SO MANY

Do you go to for advice? Chas, Brea, other RED people, Dr. R, myself

Do you hate? people who hurt people I love

Do you have a crush on (infamous)? I don't

Do you have a crush on (famous)? read the journal; I talk about who I love

Has it easier, guys or girls? guys, usually- unless they're dealing with me- then girls *definitely* have the easier track

Is the best celebrity? erm...

Is the person you respect the most? too many

Is the prettiest movie gal? I don't know

Is the stupidest person you know? erm...

Is your favorite Spice Girl? Oregono ;)

Makes you laugh the most? currently, Heather

Knows the most about you? Chas, Mandy, people from RED

Was your best boyfriend/girlfriend? ha

Was your worst boyfriend/girlfriend? ha

Your favorite person(s) to talk to online? I don't do much of that anymore- but they know who they are

Your least favorite person to talk to online? why would I talk to someone I didn't enjoy? I learned that lesson.

What are your plans for...

Life? practically speaking: to go to Hampshire, study language and mental illness, help people communicate, work to eradicate the need for mental illness as a language; spiritually speaking, to live with a sense of integrity and compassion, to be peaceful

Living quarters? one floor apartment of some sort

Marriage? allow me to introduce you to my parents

Occupation? superheroine

A future family? similar to the one I have now, but with less distance between the people I love

Tonight? it's so *early* - how should I know?

Favorites...

Actor/Actress: I like Sandra Bullock (28 Days! yeay!) and Maggie Smith; I like Adam Sandler and Michael Caine (how's that for a duo)

Animal: currently, the porcupine

Authors: Aimee Bender, Anne Lamott, Joanne Greenberg, Alix Olson, Sapphire, Paul Zindel and so forth

Bands: Lifehouse, Ks Choice, Crabs, Rainer Maria

Board games: all things Harry Potter, Balderdash

Book: *one* is Crooked Little Heart

Card game: hmm...as a kid, it was always Crazy 8s (don't even tell me that suggested something)

Carbonated drink: does orangina have carbonation? lately, I'm into ginger ale- but mostly I like juice

Cartoon hero: Darkwing Duck

Cereal: Crispex

Color(s): blue/green

Color socks: out-of-season holiday socks

Commercial: I miss the GAP swing commercials

Concert: on tv: Tori, in person: Ani

Cousin: I have almost 40 on one side, and you want me to CHOOSE?

Day of the week: usually, it's Tuesday

Deodorant: anything that does not smell like baby powder

Designer: I don't know enough to choose

Disney character: growing up, Ariel

Disney movie: The Little Mermaid

Drink: juuuuuuuice

Fast Food: Subway

Feeling: safety

Font: garamond

Foods: erm...?

Fruit: cantelope

Gemstones: turquoise, jade, that deep black one - amethyst in my birth stone

Gift: something with a story (something either homemade or with thought behind it)

Gum: minty

Hang out: Nuyorican Poet's Cafe *sigh*

Holiday: Christmas Eve/ Halloween

Ice Cream: cookie dough

Thing to do with ice cream: eat it?

Inside joke: Once upon a time there was a crazy person named Mary, and she said, Daddy tell me a story, and he said, "Once upon a time there was a crazy person named Mary" etc...(and they wonder why I'm so distraught?)

Instrument: cello...mmmm, strings

Magazine: Adbusters, The Sun

Movie: my current obsession is Harry Potter, but whose isn't?

Musical: Secret Garden

Nail polish: silver, but it's been years

Name: currently I'm into Olga, but it's passing

Nintendo game: old school Super Mario Brothers

Number(s): 7, 412

Pizza toppings: mushrooms

Poet: Emily Dickinson, Alix Olson, and a million others

Quote: um...how about "A family's like a loaded gun, pointed in the wrong direction: someone's gonna get killed." <-belle and sebastian

Radio station: the truly alternative one

Room in your house: my room

Rugrats character: Chuckie, duh

Salad dressing: Russian

Season: Fall

Sesame street character: Telly (runners-up: Ernie and Cookie Monster)

Shampoo & Conditioner: herbal essences, which is really ironic considering the commercials

Shape: hmm...rectangle?

Shows: Judging Amy, Spongebob, Once and Again (sob!)

Shows/movies with cute guys/girls: urgle

Slurpee flavor: different flavors, different days

Smell: rain, bread baking

Soap: the watermelony antibacterial that reminds me of eighth grade lit

Song: oogle..."Silent All These Years"

Soundtrack: Secret Garden, unless you mean a movie - then it's A Little Princess...we have a theme

Sport: badmitton :)

Subject: to speak of- deeply personal experiences, to study- english/ psychology

Thing to do when bored: fill out surveys, read, talk to self or someone else

Thing to wear: zip up sweatshirts with the spiffy hoods

Time of the day: "twilight"

Toothpaste: colgate

Town to "chill" in: erm...not here

TV Channel: sundance ;)

TV Show: I already answered that

Type of sandwich: tofu and russian dressing on toast (she is a freak)

Utensil: fork?

Vacation spot: N...Y...C- but San Francisco is also really cool

Weather: when inside: rain, when outside: 65-70 degree partly cloudy

Website: my journal ;)

Winnie-the-Pooh character: Piglet! Piglet! Piglet!

Word: perspicacity

EITHER/OR

7-Up or Sprite? I go back and forth

10 acquaintances or 1 best friend? 10 best friends

Adidas or Umbro? Target?

AeroSmith or Red Hot Chillie Peppers? RHCP

Airwalks or Vans? Wal Mart?

Alternative or Hard Rock? Alternative

AOL 3.0 or AOL 4.0? aohell?

Ballads or fast dance songs? ballads

Balloons or streamers? both

Barbie or Ken? decapitated

Batman or Spiderman? batman (but alfred's cooler)

Beeper or cellphone? cell phone, no beeper, no...isolation?

Ben Affleck or Matt Damon? don't they go together or something?

Be serious or be funny? be serious AND funny

Big or Little? BIG hugs, little babies

Bitter or sweet? sweet

Blondes or brunettes? dyed hair is cool

Blueberries or strawberries? stwawbewwies

Blue or Green? mixed

Boxers or briefs? urgle

Boys or girls? both! let's all just have a big hug!

Brandy or Monica? erm - "Tori Amos"?

Burger King or McDonalds? McDonalds

Cali. or Florida? I've only been to Cali. but thryn is in Florida, so that's a draw

Cats or dogs? kitties

Celsius or Fahrenheit? celsius makes better sense, but I'll be lost if we switch from Fahrenheit

Chain letters or these things? these things

Chatty or quiet? me, quiet- them, chatty

Cheater or loyal? loyal

Chicken nuggets or chicken fingers? the nuggets, back in the non-veggie days

Chocolate milk or plain milk? chocolate

Coffee or hot chocolate? hot chocolate

Cold or hot? I get sick when I'm hot, so cold

Coke or Pepsi? coke (my dad'll hit me if I answer Pepsi, and either way, it's coke)

Color or black-and-white photos? b&w

Corduroy or plaid? cordoroy

Crazed or laid back? both

Croutons or bacon bits? crou. tons.

Dark or bright? darkish

Dawson's Creek or Party of Five? erm...

Deaf or blind? blind

Diamonds or pearls? pearls prolly feel better to touch, so pearls

Disney or Warner Bros.? in terms of cartoons, Warner Bros.

Disneyworld or Disneyland? never been, who knows? DW is supposed to be better

Emerald or ruby? emerald

Faithful or faithless? faithful

Flowers or candy or poems? poems

Freddie Fish or Putt-Putt? say huh?

Fruits or veggies? fruits. and veggies. (and proteins, and fats, and grains...)

Gap or Express? thrift shop?

Give or receive? give! give, give, give! (and receive a little, too...)

Glasses or contacts? glasses

Goldie Hawn or Melanie Griffith? goldie hawn

Gold or silver? silver

Green beans or carrots? carrots

Grey or gray? grey

Gun or knife? knife (it's hard to cut your food with a gun)

Haagen Daas or Ben & Jerry's? B&J

Half empty or half full? half full

Hamburger or cheeseburger? boca burger/ gardenburger

Happy or sad? which do I prefer or which am I?

Hardcover books or softcover books? oh! oh! both! *collapses in enthusiasm*

HBO or Showtime? hbo?

Heaven or hell? here is good

Hello or Hi? hi

Here or there? usually here, but since I'm in D!@#$%^, there.

History or science? science, unless it involves labs

IBM or Mac? IBM

Jay Leno or Dave Letterman? Letterman

Jazz or Classic? Classical

J Crew or Abercrombie? K. Mart.

Jeans or cords? jeans

Jennifer Love Hewitt or Sarah Michelle Gellar? erm...

Kissing or hugging? hugging!

Lace or satin? satin

Laugh or cry? do one until you're doing the other

Law or anarchy? you mean I have to *choose*?

Lays or Ruffles? lays ('specially baked)

Left or right? left

Left, right, or ambidextrous? right

Lion King or Aladdin? aladdin

Little Ceasars or Dominoes? dominoes

Live or die? live, damn you!

Love or lust? love

Lugz or Tommy? erm? Tommy? like on rugrats?

Maccaulay Calkin or Elijah Wood? *instantly smacks cheeks and screams*

Mary K or Lancome? this is so not my survey

Mountains or praries? prairie

MTV or BET? um...

MTV or VH1? um...

Mud or jello? jello.

Mustard or ketchup? ketchup.

Nacho Cheese Doritos or Cooler Ranch? nacho cheese

Nautica or Tommy Hillfiger? *k. mart.*

New or old? depends

Neve Campbell or Jennifer Love Hewitt? neve campbell

Night or Day? both

Nike or Reebok? sketchers

Now or Later? now

Oldies or pop? oldies...unless there my dad's oldies...in which case, pop

Old Madonna or New Madonna? "material girl"

One piece or two piece? one

One pillow or two? two. at least.

Open or closed? hunh?

Oranges or apples? apples

Outgoing or shy? shy

Pankakes or french toast? pancakes!

Pants or shorts? pants

Pencil or pen? pencil or gel pen

Pepsi or Coke? coke. still. you're trying to trick me, aren't you?

Phantom of the Opera or Cats? phantom of the opera

Phone or chat room? phone

Pie or cake? pie

Pierce your nose or tongue? tongue

Piercings or tatoos? if we're going plural, piercings

Plain or Supreme Pizza? plain

Playstation or N64? playstation

Pools or hot tubs? pool

Pools or oceans? ocean

Popcorn or pretzels? soft pretzel

Private school or public school? public

Pro-life or pro-choice? pro-choice

Puff Daddy or Wyclef? Puff Daddy is a thing of the past, baby, get with the times...

Rap or R&B? folk

Rap or rock? rock

Read or write? write

Red car or white car? blue

Red or blue? blue

Road Rules or Real World? real world

Rollercoasters: Deadly or Exciting? deadly!

Root beer or Dr. Pepper? root beer

Rose or Lily? lily

Roses or Carnations? rose

Rosie or Oprah? rosie!

Ryan Phillipe or Seth Green? I am not in high school, I am not in high school, I am not in high school...

Sally or Springer? ahhhhhhhhh!

Sam Goody or Tower Records? dinno

Sandals or sneakers? sneakers

Sandra Bullock or Liv Tyler? Sandra Bullock

School or job? homebound school

Shania Twain or LeAnn Rhymes? bluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuue.

Silver jewelry or gold jewelry? silver

Simple or complicated? complicated

Singing or dancing? singing

Single or taken? let's leave that be.

Skanky or sketchy? sketchy

Skateboards or blades? band-aids

Skaters or homies? skaters

Sketchers or Fila? sketchers

Skirt or dress? depends

Skittles or M&M's? skittles

Smart or stupid? smart

Smiling or laughing? smiling

Smoker or nonsmoker? nonsmoker

Snapple or Fruitopia? fruitopia

Snickers or Reeses? snickers

Socks or no socks? with shoes, socks

Southpark or Simpsons? simpsons!

Spring or fall? fall

Stay up late or wake up late? both

Straight or gay? erm...

Stripes or solid? stripes

Sun or moon? moon

Sunrise or sunset? sunset

Surge or Mountain dew? alprazolam

Surf the net or do e-mail? e-mail

Sweater or sweatshirt? sweatshirt

Tall or short? short

Teeny or weeny? yellow polka dot bakini

Telephone or online chat? telephone. still.

Thunderstorms: Cool or Scary? cool

Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt? erm

Tommy Hilfiger or Calvin Klein? erm

T shirt or tank top? either

TV or radio? radio

Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? chocolate

Vogue or Material Girl? material girl

VMA host Chris Rock or Ben Stiller? aiy...I dinno

Warner Bros. or Disney? we did this one! pay attention!

The way it is or the way it was? the way it will be

Weird or gifted? both

Whole or skim milk? skim

Wonder or amazement? wonder

Wool or cotton? cotton

X or O in Tic-tac-toe? x

Your Friends

Do you have a best friend? many

Do you rank your call waiting in order of favorite friends? we don't have call waiting anymore (sob)

Who are you jealous of? go back a few entries, you'll see

Who do you cry with? who do I *not* cry with?

Who do you e-mail the most? lately, Heather

Who do you go to for for advice? I answered this!

Who do you go to the mall with the most? ha! my parents. the mall is evil.

Who do you go to to talk to about girls or guys? um...?

Who do you hang out with the most? dr. r., hee hee

Who do you get the most surveys from (via e-mail)? friends of friends, i.e. people I don't know

Who has the best room? Chas, her classroom

Who have you known the longest? Brookie

Who knows all your secrets? Chas, Mandy, RED people

Whose parents do you know the best? my friends have PARENTS?

Who's the best-looking? uh-oh

Who's the biggest flirt? ::giggle:: probably Shandi...damn, I wish she could read that.

Who's the coolest? me! duh! ;)

Who's the funniest? they're all funny.

Who's the loudest? um...

Who's the nicest? Britt's really nice...

Who's the shyest? I was always the shy one - any of you kids shy?

Who's your funniest friend? we. did. this.

In the last 24 hours have you...

Been kissed? no.

Been mean? no.

Been sarcastic? yes.

Bought something? no.

Cried? no. (48 hours now.)

Cut your hair? no.

Dissected something? no!

Eaten fluff? fluff?

Felt stupid? erm...not terribly.

Fought with a friend? no.

Fought with your parents? no. (they weren't home.)

Given someone a present? no.

Gone for a run? no.

Gone for a walk? no. (gee, I'm so terribly active, yes?)

Gone out for dinner? no.

Gone to the movies? no.

Gotten sick? felt sick.

Had a nightmare? no.

Had a serious talk? no.

Helped someone? not to my knowledge.

Hugged someone? no...:(

Met someone new? no (you're making me feel *real* good about myself, mr. survey!)

Missed an ex? missed people, yes

Missed someone? yes

Moved on? hee. no.

Not known the answer? yes

Said "I love you"? written it

Sung? yes

Taken a test? no

Talked to an ex? no

Talked to someone you have a crush on? no

Watched your favorite movie? no

Worn a skirt? no

Worn a tie? no

Written a paper? no

Written a real letter? damn! no

Written in a journal? yes

Do you...

Ask the guy/girl out, or wait for them to come to you? hide

Believe in love at first sight? still ih

Bite your nails? very rarely

Currently like/love? too many to list

Do drugs? no

Drink? juice!

Eat breakfast and then brush your teeth or visa versa? breakfast, then teeth

Eat peanuts? occasionally

Eat with your mouth open? no

Enjoy reading? yes

Ever save AOL conversations? yes

Get along with your parents? sometimes

Get motion sickness? oh yes

Gossip? occasionally

Have a car? have a license?

Have a deep dark secret no one knows but you? no, but I have secrets few people know

Have a goldfish? no

Have a job? no

Have allergies? oh, yes

Have an accent? of course

Have any tatoos or body piercings? the occasional rub-on/ henna tattoo and holes where my ears used to be pierced

Have a pager/cell phone? no

Have a personal phone line? no

Have a tan? no

Have a website? (address) just the journal and Ed Is Dead

Have lots of friends? yeah

Have siblings? 4

If you chew gum, what kind? minty

If you got a tattoo, where would you get it, and what would you get? I have some symbols I designed, I'd probably get one of those on my shoulder or my upper arm- but needles are evil and I don't do commitment well

Give high fives? oh, gosh...it's been SO LONG...

Kiss on the first date? have a first date?

Like dressing up? no

Like newkids on the block? hee hee, no

Like thunderstorms? yes! still!

Like to swim? can I swim?

Make fun of people? my parents

Organize your CD's? yes

Prefer to date people who are older or younger than you? prefer to date people, period...?

Remember where you were when OJ Simpson was let free? yup, I was at lunch/recess in fifth grade

Remember where you were when you heard Princess Di had died? I was home

Save emails? oh, yeah

Shun nudity? I don't like to see it; scary old men on the street, et cetera

Sing in the shower? yes

Sleep with a stuffed animal? only one??

Take walks in the rain? yes'm

Think dreams eventually come true? with effort, yes- think dreams are true to begin with

Think you're attractive? (everyone should answer yes!) awww...how sweet of you

Use chapstick? no, it's bad for your lips

Watch Buffy the Vampire Slayer? I've seen a few episodes

Wear eye shadow? no

Finish this off...

I'm always: tired.

I hate: being late.

I love: everyone! almost.

I regret: beating myself up for things.

I want: to be better.

I will never forget: what it was like to feel safe.

Additional Questions

Are you a good student? sometimes

Are you a health freak? I'm a hypochondriac

Are you a player? what's the game?

Are you a vegetarian? yes

Are you "cool"? oh, yeah- in my own special way ;)

Are you currently in a relationship? I'm in about a billion; isn't everyone?

Are you eating? in general, yes. at the moment, no. who are you, my dietician?

Are you happy? getting there.

Are you hungry? no.

Are you involved in music? music is gooood.

Are you involved in sports? hee hee, only when no one's watching.

Are you lonely? yeah. a little.

Are you ready for this survey to end? I'm ready for a nap.

Are you talking to someone online? I'm not online.

Are you tired? no, I just take naps for kicks.

Are you wearing pajamas? no, but this is what I slept in.

Describe the best and worst days of your life. wow. best days included: (say it with me, kids) days at red, trainings with Laura, seeing my play, alone-time with Chas, Mandy, Katie, Scott, et cetera...worst days included: major depression/ anxiety episodes, the day I left RED, certain times in school, trauma.

Did you eat paint chips when you were a kid? no...

How did you spend this past summer? being sick

How do you want to die? a long time from now, with notice

How many pairs of shoes do you have? a few

How many people are on your buddy list? like, 17

How many rings until you answer the phone? two, but I rarely answer it

How long can you hold your breath? why would I want to hold my breath? breathing is GOOD...

How romantic are you? (scale from 1-10)? oh, baby, I'm an 11. ;)

If there was one thing you couls tell someone that you have been hiding, what would it be? that I'm angry about school

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? where I live

If you could have one thing in the world, what would it be? less distance between me and people I love...

If you could meet one person in the world or bring one person back to life, who would it be? Tracy

If you were brave enough, what color would your hair be? blue/green

Is it POP or SODA? it's soda, but pop is so much cuter

Name some favorite things in your bedroom. my letters, my books, my poster signed by the loves...

On a scale of 1-10, rate your relationship with your parents. 5

What are your ambitions? to be true to myself and still help others

What are your habits? checking my e-mail when I first wake up, forgetting to take my meds

What are your hobbies? reading, writing, singing, performing

What are your personality traits? sensitive, empathetic, honest

What are your pet peeves? knuckle cracking, prejudice, poor grammar

What are your pets' names? no pets currently :(

What are your special skills/ talents? listening, writing

What are you thinking about right now? that this survey is really long

What came first, the chicken or the egg? the egg

What car/ cars do you drive currently? none

What CD is in your CD player right now? Georgy Rock "Prince of Everything"

What color are your eyes? brown

What color is your floor/carpet in your room? white-ish

What color is your hair now? brown

What country do you want to visit? Norway

What do you collect? heroes

What do you want your future job to be? RED

What do you think of Ouija boards? I prefer Balderdash

What do you think of people who drink/ smoke/ do drugs? it sucks that they feel the need to do that

What is your nationality? American

What kind of keychains do you have? Buttercup from the powerpuff girls

What kind of sneakers do you wear? I don't

What languages do you fluently speak? English

What's a non-sport activity that you enjoy? talking

What's on your mouse pad? Dell

What's the best gift you have ever received? friendship

What's the best name for a buttler, Jeeves or Alfred? Jeeves

What's the best way to die? how about not?

What's the coolest sounding language? German

What's the first thing you think of in the morning? sleep...

What's the meanest thing you have said to someone? too many

What's the most important personality trait? integrity

What's the weirdest thing you have ever done? oh, I can't just pick *one*

What's worse - throwing up or having a really bad cold for a week? the first one

What's your bedtime? 10 or 11ish

What's your best advice? Be who you are.

What's your biggest fear? losing someone

What's your dream car? one that someone else drives?

What's your natural hair color? brown

What's your zodiac sign? pisces!

What was the last CD you bought? Indigo Girls

What was the most difficult thing you have had to do? continue recovering

What were you for Halloween last year? incarcerated

What will you name your first son and/or daughter? surprise

What word/phrase do you overuse the most? lately erm and urgle

When do you usually go online? in the morning, then sporadically

When you die, do you want to be buried or cremated? I want to be immortal, thanks

Where are you? at the computer

Where do you shop? no shopping! bad!

Where do you sleep? upstairs, in my loft

Where is your computer in your house? my paperweight is in my room; the computer I use in downstairs in a little room off the kitchen

Where would you move if you had the choice? red

Which movies have you cried at? hmm...that scene in 28 Days that reminds me of Tracy

Which outfit do you wear the most? I go in shifts

Would you ever go bungy jumping? I might

Would you ever want to be the opposite sex for a day? sure

Would you rather be invisible or have the ability to fly? fly

The Past Side

Does it make you sad that you can never go back in time? yes, except I don't believe that

What do you remember most about the last year? getting closer to better

What is the memory that you miss the most? what's that color? the one before orange that rhymes with tred? yeah, I thought so.

A warning: Don't do this survey. It's just too long. Go take one of the d*land surveys. Or better yet. Go outside. Experience sunlight. Have a life.

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