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11:05 p.m. - 02/18/03 As for me, I'm still ravenous with need. But for the first time in my life, I know that need is for myself. And there's something seriously liberating about that. I never believed what "they" had to say about being your own best friend, looking after yourself, finding the love you sought without within, etc. I guess I've fallen for that ideology after all. And I'm happier for it. I've done a lot of craving in my life and craving me...well, it's the only one to have a certain satisfaction all its own. Not that this will keep me from actually pursuing it. Tears, consistent meals, and (perhaps a bit too much?) mindless schoolwork have helped pacify my post a bit. I think there's a lighthouse starting to distinguish itself from all those lovely stars. And thanks. To those of you who thought or wrote on my behalf. Thanks always... Any day now/ my ship will finally come in... chord *Bif Naked � � |