5:45 p.m. - 01/31/02
eeeeeeeewwwwww. owwwwwwwww.
nausea, cold, tiredness
is it possible I'm not
creating this? is it
possible I really do have
some sort of illness
other than the obvious?
oh fuck
it's bad enough to be
a recovering bulimic
without the constant
physical reality:
I need to throw up
what is the matter with me?
I can't keep my eyes open
long enough to see my own words
if it's just stress
I am in desperate need of
fairyland, and as grateful
as I am for your invitation
I feel guilty for it.
he is not hellspawn
he is just
another
misled
boy.
gag
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